Thursday, 11 August 2016

The Blue Diary

Prakhar moves in to a new flat. The process of shifting is not so easy. He had to hire a mini matador and still complete in two shifts.

The flat is nice. It's quite spacious with two rooms, one hall and a kitchen, fully furnished. Getting such a beautiful flat for such a small amount is really difficult. He came to know, before him, a girl lived here on rent. She moved out without any known reason and that too suddenly. So, he got lucky.

Prakhar sits down on the sofa. He still hasn't explored the flat properly. Besides, the memories of a bad break up are not easily forgotten. He decides to have a bath and take a nap.

"I will arrange the things properly, in evening." - He says to himself.

He wakes up at 5 PM. It's soon going to be dark. He gets up and starts arranging. After arranging the bedroom, he moves to the other room. The room is small, with one dining table and a television. Over the table, he sees a small blue diary. He assumes that the previous resident might have left it. Somehow, the diary arouses his interest. He picks it up and keeps it in his pocket.

The arranging takes about 3 hours. At about 9 Pm, he orders dinner and sits on his bed to rest. He takes out the diary from his pocket.

The diary is written by a girl, probably the previous resident of this flat, who forgot to take her belonging.

15th July, 2014:
Today, I met him for the first time. He is so hot. He took me at the first instance, itself. I myself went ahead to talk with him. I might have made love as well. I will keep on meeting with him. Let's see if he is as good by nature, as he looks.


17th July,2014:
Today,I met him again. I keep falling, the more I meet him. Everyday day spent without seeing him, feels like years. I just wish he would feel the same for me. The date was really romantic. He took me to a movie hall. There was very little audience. He caressed my hair and pulled me closer. I felt uncomfortable. He understood and let go instantly. At that point, I really wish he hadn't. I regretted.


23rd July, 2014:
Today we kissed for the first time. He is a good kisser. I was too much into it, not to let him go. The fire in us kept us going.He took me to his flat and we had some good sex. We were totally in to each other. I never wanted it to end. But all good things come to an end. His room mate interrupted and we had to part ways. I wish similar events would occur again.


27th July, 2014:
We had a nasty fight today. I felt it was really important as it was somehow disrespecting my prestige. I cannot let my prestige go down, for his values. How dare he shout on me. I will never speak to him again. He might fucking die.


10th August,2014:
He called me today. I didn't pick up. I wish we could be together again, but my respect comes above all. He just wanted my body and he wants it again. But, I am not going to be fooled again. Yesterday, I had a talk with his friend. He told me that Rahul loves me. It's just a clash of ego's. We both need to let it go else it might be too late.I don't care. I am not gonna listen. He must apologize, if he needs me. Else, he may fuck off.


19th September, 2014:
He didn't receive my calls. I have decided to ignore him, furthermore. How dare he ignores me. I was so stupid and blunt to call him. I will never again.


20th September,2014:
He was again calling me. I ignored. I have every right to, when he did the same yesterday. He even messaged me sorry. But, who cares? I would always ignore him. His chapter in my life is over.


23rd September, 2014:
It has been three days. He hasn't called or messaged once. He is again ignoring me. Let's see who wins. I will not take the first step.


26th September, 2014:
OMG!! He is dead.On 20th, he was calling me to make things better. When I didn't pick up the phone, he rode on his bike to come to my home. He met with an accident on the way. How stupid of me to let my ego guide me. For a moment, I should have thought of us together, the moments we had shared. God, I am crying. I saw his dead body. I should have let it go. I will never be able to see him again. Please god, bring him back to me. I promise to make everything right. Ego really destroys relationships.


The diary has no more content. Other pages are blank. Prakhar is saddened by the story. How the poor girl might have felt. He took out his phone and dialled a contact.

"Hello Kavita. How are you? Listen yaar, I am really sorry. Please, can we meet?" - Prakhar says.

"But, why? When you said that everything is over between us, why do you want to meet? To hurt me again? - asks Kavita.

"Nooo... Please, I beg. I love you. Please meet me." - Prakhar starts crying.

"Hey!! Don't cry, Okay. I will, surely. Meet me today, at Ballygaunge CCD at 7 PM. Now, stop crying. I love you too. - says Kavita.

Prakhar smiles and disconnects the call. He starts crying even more out of joy. The girl's story in the diary has made him learn a big lesson. He will not let his ego ruin everything, any more. It's not too late. He will make everything right. He surely will....

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